It’s becoming more and more difficult to separate your disease from you.  The sense of entitlement you have about how you treat people is disgusting.  I’ve never been treated so poorly by another human being, besides you.  I’m tired of being told that I instigate things from you.  I shouldn’t have to live my life on egg shells because we all want to avoid another one of your mental fucking break downs.  I don’t want to ride this roller coaster any more.  I’m tired of you, I’m tired of this.  I try to be angry at your mental illness, but it comes out of your mouth.  Logically, I understand you don’t have control, actually that’s bullshit.  I think you do have control over it and you chose not to.  Stop fucking acting like your the only person who is ever affected by life.  Life is shitty, stop acting like your it’s only victim.